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HE TALKED WITH SUCH EASE THAT EVERY TIME HE TALKED IT FELT LIKE I WAS ON CLOUD 9.
HIS NAME WAS JAMIE MCOY MY EX BOYFRIEND
I MET HIM WHEN I WAS 14 0N CONEY ISLAND BEACH , WHERE THEY WERE HAVING THE WOMEN 'S JUNIOR SURFERS CUP. IT WAS THE FIRST COMPETION I WON IN NYC. SO I KIND OF FELT THAT HE WAS MY LUCKY CHARM......BIG MISTAKE!!
AFTER THAT DAY WE STARTED HANGING OUT MORE, HE SEEMED LIKE THE PERFECT GUY,MY MOM WAS IN LOVE WITH HIM, MY DAD FELT LIKE HE HAD A SON AND MY FRIENDS COULD NOT TAKE THEIR EYES OFF HIM.TO ME HE WAS MY FIRST LOVE.WE DID THINGS NORMAL COUPLES DID LIKE PINICS IN CENTRAL PARK,MOVIES AT MIDNIGHT AND HANGING OUT AT EACH OTHER HOUSES.I WOULD GO TO HIS HOUSE EVERYWEEK LIKE EVERY GIRLFRIEND WOULD ....UNTILL EVERYWEEK HE TOOK EVERY KISS AND TOUCH TO FAR!!!
I ALWAYS TRIED TO TA;K TO HIM ABOUT HOW I FELT RUSHED AND ALL HE WOULD SAY IS "IM A GUY ACCIDENTS HAPPEN"T WAS LIKE I WAS HEARING THOSE WORDS EVERY SINGLE WEEK.
A YAER PASSED AND WE WERE STILL DOING THE SAME ROUTINE....HE GOES FOR MY BELT BUCKLE, I SAY NO, WE START TO ARGUE THEN I WALK OUT....THAT WAS OUR TYPICAL WEEK
ONE DAY WE WERE IN HIS ROOM DOING THE SAME OLD THING WHEN THIS TIME INSTAED OF GOING FOR MY SHORTS HE LIFTED UP MY TANKTOP, NOW MY FIRST REACTION WAS TO PULL HIM OFF BUT THAN I BEGAN TO WONDER "HE'S MY BOYFRIEND IF I DONT GIVE SOMETHING UP SOON HE'S GONA LEAVE!!"
I KEPT SAYING THAT OVER AND OVER AGAIN UNTILL I SAW HIM REACH IN HIS POCKET FOR A CONDOM!!
I DONT KNOW WHAT HPPENED BUT ALL OF A SUDDEN I JUST FREAKED
I ASKED HIM WHAT HE WAS DOING AND HE SAID IM READY TO HAVE "FUN" WITH YOU!!!
ALL I COULD DO WAS LAUGH. HE SAID THAT IF I LOVED HIM THAT I WOULD HAVE SEX WITH HIM.
I JUST KEPT ON LAUGHING BECAUSE I DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO DO.THAT MADE HIM ANGRY WHICH LED TO HIM BREAKING UP WITH ME AND THROWING ME OUT OF HIS HOUSE.
THE WALK HOME WAS FASTER THAN USAUL, ALL I COULD DO WAS LAUGH WHICH WAS A COVER UP FOR WHAT I REALLY WANTED TO DO WHICH WAS CRY MY EYES OUT.
2DAYS LATER WHILE EATING DINNER WITH MY FAMILY THE PHONE RINGS AND IT'S HIM....HE SAID THAT HE WAS SORRY AND THAT WHAT COULD I EXPECT "HE'S A GUY ACCIDENTS HAPPEN!!!!",AND ONCE AGAIN I STARTED TO LAUGH AND HUNG UP THE PHONE.
I WENT BACK TO THE TABLE WHERE MY MOM WAS GIVING ME A LECTURE ABOUT HOW IM NOT SUPPOSE TO ANSWER THE PHONE AT DINNER TIME AND ALL I COULD DO WAS SMILE AT HER AND SAY:
ACCIDENTS HAPPEN!!!
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Posted by spotz on 2008-05-15 15:23:25 | Rating: | Views: 63
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I'm sorry to hear that.
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Posted by eeerm
on 2008-05-16 13:52:29
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I'm sorry you had to go through that. No one has the right to do that to you, and I think you did the right thing by hanging up the phone;
you deserve a guy that's better than that! :)
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Posted by Pale_Starlight
on 2008-06-29 11:48:42
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