This year one of my personal aspirations was to just go with the flow, be a good Mum and if an opportunity prevailed that I could take, that I should take it. Well, my resolutions as this year approaches its end, weren't bad ones in retrospect as the mother thing, I am trying my best and I love my son more than anything, so my opinion is I'm doing ok. The other two things, I pretty much suck with.
Going with one's flow.This hasn't happened. Infact, it's caused countless arguments with me and my other half. I've been getting stressed easily about things like money and housework and being paranoid about what others think about me, when really I shouldn't care. Each person has to live their lives how they see fit right? And being a hypocrite for each to their own, I am constantly annoyed by others perspectives when it comes to their children. My older step sister has just split with her fiancee, and instead of being there for her kids, she is out clubbing every weekend and I just think it's more than a tad selfish.
I thought I could try and be friends with Rich but that was freaking me out a lot more than I liked. All of last week he text me and my brother has now told him to either leave me alone or they can't be friends, which shocked
People keep asking me to do things. Like I was asked to go to a hendo saturday and i really just dont wanna go.
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