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If you'd have told me a year ago that I would come to want children, I'd have most likely laughed in your face.
It wasn't that I didn't want any, I just didn't like the idea of having kids and raising them on my own.
My grandmother had to raise my mother on her own until she was 8, and my Mum had to raise myself and my brothers until I was 13 when my step dad came into our lives.
I've always been scared of that happening to me. My grandmother and Mum did the best they could but I know how hard it was for them. Our accomplishments as children made it worthwhile for them, but I would never want my children to miss out on a father figure.
2 months ago, my boyfriend had been strangely quiet - which is very unlike him. Everytime I asked what was wrong, he would say nothing. Eventually, he admitted he wanted us to try for a baby. I was thrilled. I know that I am going to spend the rest of my life with this man, and I want nothing more than to carry his baby and raise children with him.
Thing is, we've been trying and I am still not pregnant. Is it wrong that I'm not considering we are both in our early 20's and are healthy?
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Posted by southernsun on 2008-05-13 07:54:47 | Rating: n/a | Views: 51
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