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I don't know if this is the same for everyone else, but when I have to go to bed I never want to, and when I have to get up in the mornings I never want to do that either.
My boyfriend was working a 17 hour shift yesterday and never got home until 11pm. I cooked him a dinner and waited around for him until he got back. My friend has been taking the pi** out of me this morning as I was moaning how tired I was from only staying up until 11pm. I normally go to bed about 10pm so she was saying somewhere within me resides a 75 year old woman (I'm 22).
It is weird because lately I've been wanting sleep all the time, I'm getting emotional an awful lot and I even heard myself say "that young man should get his hair cut" in reference to Jared Padalecki on MTV's Room 401 and Jared Padalecki is a good few years older than me.
I was even saying to my friend yesterday I don't miss the fact I don't go clubbing anymore.
Last year, before I got with my boyfriend, I was out every night, I always had something to do and I loved my social life. I don't think I was fully happy though because I always went out to escape stuff. Like, when i lived with my Mum, all I ever got was ear bashing. Don't get me wrong, I love my Mum and she has taught me a lot, has always been there, but at times she did my head in. I'd get lectured about every little thing. So I'd go out all the time.
Living with my "friend" was the same. I hated spending anytime with her towards the end and always made sure I was out.
Is there something wrong with me now I don't want to go out anymore?
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