View Blog  THROBBING DEEP INSIDE WITH AN URGE TO SELF DESTRUCT SCREAMING IN SILENCE AND SOLITUDE BEGGING FOR THE LIKES OF YOU LEFT ALONE ENTRAPPED GAGGED SHATTERED SPEAK NOTHING TO ME IT MEANS MORE THAN THE LIES LIES YOU POUR FROM YOUR TONGUE ALL WILL BE FINE AND WELL AND I WILL HEAL NOT WITH YOUR HELP NOT WITH YOUR AFFECTION ATTENTION NOR YOUR MOMENTARY CONSIDERATION I AM SELF-SUFFICIENT AND CAPABLE LONGITUDE LATITUDE UP AND DOWN IN EVERY CORNER YOU THINK I HAVE YET TO DISCOVER I AM STRONG SEE ME HERE? SEE THE RAINS THAT POUR FLOOD OUT OF CLOUDED EYES? THEY ARE YOURS YOU ARE THE CREATOR DESTROYER END OF TIME MY TIME I CAN DO THIS AND SURVIVE JUST NOT IN BEING MAYBE ICE COLD STIFF     Posted by southern_sweet on 2007-12-11 17:10:34 | Rating: | Views: 100   Email This to a Friend   Friend's Email *    Friend's Name*    Your Name*    Security code*    Refresh Image        Bookmark: Delicious  Digg  Reddit  Facebook  StumbleUpon    Permalink:      Blog Comments    I also feel the tendency to blame others/things for my problems, but I turn the anger on myself and tada! I have depression which is essentially hate turned inward. But don't worry. God can save/heal you and He will if you believe and let Him. Posted by  SubTomato  on 2007-12-14 21:03:07     awwww....sweetie, don't let this stuff get you down...you are better than that! We all love you here! Posted by  Rajah1116  on 2007-12-20 11:10:17  Would you like to comment?     (Maximum characters: 5000)     You have characters left.      Security code:                                                     Refresh Image

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