i need not to be doing things that i might regret in the future. this is so diffucult. kung alam mo lang. hindi ko alam kung nahihirapan k rin as much as i do. sana hindi. pero part of me is hoping u do. kase kung nahihirapan ka, it means i still matter. iiyakan p rin yata kita ng balde balde. masaya ko n nakita n kita. finally. pero habang tumatagal, nahihirapan ako. na irestrict nug mga galaw ko. na lapitan ka. nakausapin ka. siguro ikaw ok k na. nakakamove on k na. masaya k na uli. kasama sya. akala mo ba wala ka lang saken. akala mo wala akong nararamdaman sayo? sobrang gusto kitang kausapin ngayon. sobra. pero ayokong gumawa ng bagay n ireregret ko. ang hirap. gusto ko nlang umuwi. at umiyak. at magmukmok. pero, am i not strong enough? gusto ko b tlgang malaman nya how big of a loser i am? na until now, affected pa ren pla ako? nasasaktan p ren pla ako. i need not to be doing things that i might regret in the future.i need not to be doing things that i might regret in the future.i need not to be doing things that i might regret in the future.i need not to be doing things that i might regret in the future.i need not to be doing things that i might regret in the future.i need not to be doing things that i might regret in the future.i need not to be doing things that i might regret in the future.i need not to be doing things that i might regret in the future.i need not to be doing things that i might regret in the future.i need not to be doing things that i might regret in the future.i need not to be doing things that i might regret in the future.i need not to be doing things that i might regret in the future.:'(


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to think na this is just
the third day.
im such a loser