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Im done, Im over it, It was a stupid thought to think that I actaully thought I could change everything just start over..... I don't want to deal with the old stuff but it always seems to come up. How I can never live up to expectations I can't even remeber the last time I was happy. I always do something..something that I get judged on why do I have to pretend and hide what I really feel honestly why does anyone. I really hate momments like this where you feel so vunerable and everything thats said seems so critical in some way. Its hard to let people in and its hard to deal with life and every single day is a ongoing battle to just keep on going. Nobody ever said it was going to be this hard. Im going to do things for myself because if I don't give in to what I need now I never will. I want to live the way I want to the way I need to because I can't go on like this.. Its time to start being happy seriously happy not just for me but for the people who would want me to be even if there not here.
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Posted by somethingsmissing on 2007-10-10 22:37:23 | Rating: | Views: 64
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How about doing what you want to do and being who you want to be. Don't let others change you. If you are tru to yourself then you will be happy. And if other people don't like it then that is their problem not your's.
Stay true to yourself.
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Posted by KP
on 2007-10-10 23:27:14
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