tomorrow (thursday) is the last day the kids are at school before they are home for last over two weeks.

as soon as we hit friday my mum is off for a few days to see family,so she demanded that me and my kid goes down to stay at her house to look after her dog, i hate it there,no, detest it. we cant sleep in her beds,i dont like her house, i dont like getting up at 6 am to let the dog out for a wee and get its breakfast,i dont like any thing at all to do with staying at my mums house.i'll be glad when its tuesday and we can come back home.

as for the man problem, well, the one who lives in the caravan is starting to bore me a little, the millionaire is in france.i'm just going to play it by here and see what happens, they are both spermless and with me wanting a baby badly neither will be around long, the clocks ticking and going too fast.

thanks to my credit card i treated my self to a day in the spa last week, a massage, eyelash tint and lovelly false nails, i have never been before, seemed a bit odd to start with but i really enjoyed it,was going to have my hair cut but it felt a little too painfull.

daughter is doing good,she pulls her hair out and ends up bold by october, but she seems to be taking it easy and not doing too bad,i've trying every thing,buying her toys to hold, greasing her hair at night,letting her sleep in my bed every night,its very hard work when your a single parent to spend every minute off every day trying to make sure she aint pulling hair out, she now see's a communtity pyshco nurse which does seem to help, it really does break my heart to see her with no hair, for her to be wearing every thing pink and people still call her a boy cos off the hair, to me she is fantastic and beautiful,but i dont think she feels the same,its sad.