well there are never enough of hours in the day to get things done so I haven't been on here much in the last couple of months.
Lately I find myself feeling in awe like a child. I think it comes from a combination of things, my marriage getting back on track, doing something just for myself, having "me" time, putting my faith back on the front burner of life.
Half of everyone I know is saying I am losing my mind or I can't figure out what I want to do, not my husband mind you, he is supporting each and everyone of my ideas, even though I know deep down he is kinda "oh lord here we go again" lol. thats ok though he still smiles and pretends he wants to hear my latest venture!
I find myself in awe of everything, like a child, the world is huge and full of possiblities and things to see and do or atleast learn about.  i want to know something about everything, I want to see, I want to touch, I want to smell.
Things I used to see but not pay much attention to now have such brilliant colors I dont know how I never paid much attention to them.  life is just amazing and blessed.
I am checking into doing some volunteer work at an orphanage in mexico this summer and I am really excited about that. i know it is going to be really hard to leave though, i will want to take them all home with me.
i am still going to college, everyone keeps waiting for me to drop out, why ????? i know i have a lot on my plate right now but it all feels like such a blessing and some how it all feels like it is going to end up coming together  as one in the future. i dont know how to explain it but i finally feel like i am not controllng things anymore like that song "jesus take the wheel" i dont know why or how but i know i am going down the road i am supposed to be on. not sure where i will end up but i am completely enjoying the journey!