well it has been forever since i have blogged anything.  so here goes.  me and josh did not go through with the divorce, i think i wrote that last time i was on here. anyway things are really good.  maybe getting that far was all we really needed to decide that we really wanted to be together and to quit taking each other for granted.  the kids are all good and growing.  i have made a lot of changes in my life since i last logged in here.  i am training for a triathlon so i am in the pool and gym every day and that makes me feel better about myself.  i love the fact that when i scratch my arm there is now (some) muscle where fat used to be.  i still have a long way to go but i am getting there.  i returned to college to finish my bachelors in psychology and plan to go on to get my masters after this is done.  josh is still traveling with work a lot but it is all working out really well.  he is so sweet now but i guess i am to . i guess we both just had to quit waiting on the other one to do it and just do it first. lol
we have taken a couple of family trips in the last couple of months and that is really nice to. the kids are really enjoying the whole family being together again.  i guess we just got our priorities straight.
thats about all.