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Welp...
About an hour ago I cried my eyes out and, no, we didn't break-up. It's just that i am so destructive and he isn't. He doesn't deserve me and i sure as h e double hockey sticks don't derserve his sweet self. I am i get mad over the little things and he thinks its his fault and it isn't, it's mine. I expect to much from him, it's his first relationship. I need to give him some slack becuase he still doens't know some things. He tells me he loves me and my heart believes him, but it also tells me that its scared to let him in because when i have something going good for me than I usually destroy it on accident. I just don 't want to break his heart. I love him to death and I don't know what I would do without him.
Other than that Robbie and I are doing good. We have a date coming up on Friday, the last day of school& the last day before I go up to my dads. I will be gone for almost 2 months, and it is going to kill me not being able to kiss him and touch him. WAAAAAAA!!!! I hope Robbie and I can survive it. My last long-distance relationship with someone in VA didn't quite work out. But i honestly didn't like him. I'm madly, deeply, insanely, and passionately in love with Robbie. There is no one else I would rather spend my life with. If he were to ask me to marry him right now, I would. He would never ask becuase he thinks we are to young or something like that. I want to have a kid with him like right now. We had a pregnancy scare a little while ago. I was kinda relieved but depressed at the same time. I wanted to have the kid and take care of it, but Robbie didn't want it if i was but on the other hand I'm was glad that I wasn't becuase I'm only 16, but whatev. I really wish Anna, his sister, would take care of her kid instead of pushing her on Robbie. It kinda makes me mad, becuase everytime I get on the phone with him he has to get off and watch his neice. I mean I understand watching her every now and then but not all the time, and I mean i also have a neice and a nephew, its just that its too much . But I'm bored and tired........going to bed.
Peace Homies
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Posted by soinlovewithhim on 2008-06-01 01:11:23 | Rating: | Views: 29
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