I just had to earse what I wrote, because I realised that wasn't what it should say. That's something I love about blogging, you can delete all the little mistakes you make. And 'tweak' it and edit it, self-revise it before it goes out for anyone to read. Which is why I feel stupid if it's not as whats the word I'm looking for?
Whoa.
I'm watched a video on youtube that was suppose to discribe a bad trip someone had on salvia. And I found it really rather interesting.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=OQ2Q4GELpoo
(I'm going to watch it first)
The only thing I could come up with is something along the lines of I feel like I know what those emotions are, but I can't beleive he felt them. Anyways. I just feel I need to quote for it, and I can't find the words to say why I picked them.

"There are things that man was never meant to see...
There are places that man was never meant to go...
I was going to HELL"

"Evil is not always fire and brimson"

"It was 'explained' to me that what I thought was the real world... was in fact an illusion created by our senses and our minds. Without the mind, there is no universe, but there is a soul."

And then the rest is what drives me really crazy. And at this moment I'm a little baffled, and I can't discribe it any other way.
The weirdest thing just happened. Just now. I felt really rude and obnoxious, but I found it hysterical that on the news the guy was speaking of a story on at nine about "why revolving doors are dangerous for kids". And I found it so funny. But I didn't laugh.