Saturday April 26. Sadley, I can no longer consider Polly a friend. Today it became very clear to me that I work for her. And that's the only relationship we have now. I think I've pretty... Read More
Posted by: sofantastic on 2008-04-27 19:51:33
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Saturday April 26. I feel like I've just started on a new phase of life. Like I've set myself down a road that I know I can't turn back from. And I like that actually. Just because my parents... Read More
Posted by: sofantastic on 2008-04-27 19:53:06
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I've been feeling different today then yesterday. Yesterday I felt like a new person, ready to begin a new life, and make my own choices, and think up brilliant things. Today I feel like a dull,... Read More
Posted by: sofantastic on 2008-04-27 19:54:56
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I think when anyones asked to describe an expeirence, words don't cut it. You can never come dead on to the right way to explain it, because you can't. And I think that happens on purpose,... Read More
Posted by: sofantastic on 2008-04-27 20:09:32
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Mom and dad fought. Now mom's gone to Angie's and Buffalo. Shes going there for a week to "get away". And I'm having many mixed emotions about it. First of all, this fight must have... Read More
Posted by: sofantastic on 2008-04-27 21:53:49
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I've always thought saying that put a funny happy spin to the otherwise perhaps awful situation that saying would be attached to. I'm just nervous about my room. That's all I care about right... Read More
Posted by: sofantastic on 2008-04-28 17:15:36
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I just saw a commercial for sidewalk chalk, that comes with 3D glasses. 3D Sidewalk Chalk.  It showed them jumping through 3D oceans with fish, and stars and planets. Damn. The batteries... Read More
Posted by: sofantastic on 2008-04-28 20:14:34
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  don't know why I drank just now. I don't know why I went and got another glass and a bowl of orange peices to get rid of the taste that makes me want to puke after. Then why drink? The taste... Read More
Posted by: sofantastic on 2008-04-28 23:26:06
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So I drank quite a bit last night, had an actual conversation with Drew, that I read just now and realised how much I took part in it. And when I woke up this morning with four minuets to get... Read More
Posted by: sofantastic on 2008-04-29 09:15:48
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I really wanna sleep, I can con trol myself and I know whats happening atleast, I'm still a little confused and wish I had $10 to buy shit from Drew. We were suppose to read "The... Read More
Posted by: sofantastic on 2008-04-29 16:36:27
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Something very strange just happened. When I was at Polly's, I would have to stop and listen, because I thought I could faintly hear music or people talking. And when I got home I went to put some... Read More
Posted by: sofantastic on 2008-04-29 19:27:46
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For the first time Polly didn't run to the door to say goodbye to me. My foot is asleep, and those bug me more than almost anything. If dad comes home early. Then he set me up. And you know, I... Read More
Posted by: sofantastic on 2008-04-30 17:58:28
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