Yeah folks this thing you called LOVE is really something. It's kind of fun when you're still young, dating and getting-to-know each other but comes marriage it aint cute no more, I swear. Not to mention in this economy and you lose your job it really stings. It will really make you say QUIT and run, run, run, so far away because it just feels like you're gonna blow-up. And your other half is not a good of a helper either when they start nagging you and slap it on your face how worthless you are. Where's the sweetness and the care in the world when you need it most? Nowhere but a pigment of your dim imagination.
Is it even logical to say "if I could just turn back time and pause it to where it was before..." Another wishful thinking I guess. But what else can you do when you're so down and the only person you thought would gonna back you up and be the shoulder to cry on is the one that's bringing you down? Funny how life plays when you think the road you're walking is so heavenly suddenly turns into a very unfamiliar and scary place to be, with no one to hold on to...and hold you and say that everything will gonna be alright.
Isn't it marriage is suppose to be a happy equation of the sum of two people in love? But what the heck is this selfishness about? Why can't we remember the vows we made in sickness and health in richer and poorer, etc, etc...blah, blah, blah...well, aren't we just bunches of liars afterall? Damn all those words we say to each other when in fact it doesn't mean a thing to you. Why don't we just say "may you rot in hell" coz that's where we are going to be afterwards anyway.