snugglechum i think that u should walk away. your not a idiot. i was well am inlove with a guy who says he only wants to fk me yet i stil love him. i dont know why. but it happens. i realised latly that although my heart is with him. i need to walk away cos all he does is cause me pain. you should do the same. i hope everything works out for u(hugz)

easier said than done.
thanks though.....i hope things work out for you too xx

Walk away man, walk away. Hell, run away. You deserve much better then that. Sounds like he'll never be ready for you. Dump him on the roadside and never look back.

i think i deserve better too but i keep kidding myself that he's just not ready and that in time he will be the man i attempt to convince myself he can be. im a fool, i know. i just want to see the good in him and not feel even more pathetic by accepting im being fucked around.
i so want to run now but something is stopping me. i think its the baby.
i just keep praying for either the stregnth to do what is right or some sort of intervention where my life just lands in the right spot and i wake up one day happy with my lot.
thanx tony xx

You seem intelligent enough so you really dont need this poll to decide your fate Do whats best for you and your child (though I cant believe you let him stick his dick in you ) sorry for the gruffness get rid of him. Snuggles you will be so much better off.

you're right. i know exactly what i should do but my hormonally charged emotional state is making it difficult for me to say goodbye.
as for sleeping with him......the thought really disgusts me at the minute. i feel like his whore and that hurts but its all i seem to get from him.
thanx fm xx