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valentines disaster
this weekend i went away with my boyfriend. it was our first valentines together and i was so looking foreward to a romantic weekend away, a real clichefest. fabulous. it didnt exactly go to plan. firstly, i was on my period........now i know that may not seem like such a big deal to most......Read More

Posted on: 2009-02-15 17:29:01 | Rating:

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when im gone
i had a very interesting discussion recently about what will happen to us when we die. its not a subject i feel particularly comfortable with to be honest, considering my phobia of death but certainly sparked an interesting debate that has left me with many questions concerning my beliefs.......Read More

Posted on: 2009-02-17 09:25:42 | Rating:

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a brighter day!
i came on here to let go of some of the baggage from my past, to find a space where i could have an anonymous self indulgent rant about how shit my life has been without inflicting my depressive mood swings on the people i love. i know thats what friends are for but i just feel like the most......Read More

Posted on: 2009-02-18 16:36:22 | Rating:

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first love
my first love was my first husband. he was so wonderful. i loved him from the first moment i set eyes on him. he was a beautiful man, tall, dark, classic good looks, almost like a hollywood film star from the 1950's. i was in a restaurant in birmingham with a group of friends i worked with.......Read More

Posted on: 2009-02-18 18:12:11 | Rating:

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delayed does not mean denied
Has there ever been a time, when you cried out Lord, give me a sign? And instead of a sign there came another storm, whirling all around turning things up side down. You begin to doubt, maybe He didn't hear me. Then you begin to shout and wonder why You've been left......Read More

Posted on: 2009-02-19 06:17:07 | Rating:

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25 random things about me
1 I love the sky, not just a clear sky at night when the stars are out, but during the day when its cloudy and I can find faces and castles and other wonderful shapes and creatures to entertain my vivid imagination. Its been snowing today and the sky is white and full and I cant tell......Read More

Posted on: 2009-02-19 06:19:07 | Rating:

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spring lambs
Recently i went to the yard to muck out and bring in the horses, nothing unusual there, but as i stepped out of the car i heard the most beautiful noise......bleeting lambs. Now maybe i should explain that the horses are kept on a working farm which is the most wonderful place. Last......Read More

Posted on: 2009-02-19 06:21:02 | Rating:

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secrets
my second husband and i had a turbulent marriage. we fought so hard. it was awful. he was a drunk, insecure beyond belief, and just naturally aggressive i think. i loved him though, not the all consuming love i had for my first husband, but a more nurturing kind of emotion. i wanted to take care......Read More

Posted on: 2009-02-19 07:49:33 | Rating:

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freedom.
i felt the need to post an update of my last 24 hours. apparently this whole blogging thing has really done me the world of good. a couple of nights ago, i went to see my boyfriend and we had the most wonderful evening together. we were both in a strangely emotional mood and really opened up to......Read More

Posted on: 2009-02-21 06:10:15 | Rating:

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what is faith?
what is faith? it seems like a bizarre question that many, both christians and none christians alike would think they could give a clear answer to. but when are we ever asked and if we are, do we ever really consider what it could actually mean to us, how it would affect our lives and those......Read More