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Today has been one of "those" days. I stood tall and could'nt help but to have slumped my ego
real low. ALL DAY LONG, the corners of my eyes pointed downwards, but, LUCKY ME, only I
noticed. I don't know where to begin. I know this entry is gonna come out really messy and
probably confusing, but please bear with me. I don't have a clear view of things at the moment.
Let's see....right now, I feel like a "rough draft" version of myself. I have nicks and dents all over
my body. I can't run fast enough away from them. Well, now that I'm home I feel safe. I'm away
from the world. I washed my face as soon as I arrived....it felt like I washed away the entire
day. I draped my body with big bulky clothes and covered any possible indication of the
past.....and felt like I could breathe again. My eyes are tired and bloodshot. My skin feels
completely drained from it's moisture and I CAN'T run away fast enough.Tomorrow I will
continue with my "regemin". I exhaust the scale with repeated confirmations, there's never a
fresh enough coat of makeup, my steps should lead to success, but don't. In the morning, I will
fool myself once again. TRYING to make tomorrow better than today....trying to make tomorrow
better than today....TRYING, TRYING, TRYING....it's getting old...really fast. My body is showing
it's resentment towards my neglection.TOMORROW TOMORROW TOMORROW....it's another
start...it's another try at perfection. |
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Posted by snoopsie on 2008-02-01 01:00:04 | Rating: | Views: 89
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women and our never endind fight with perfection,i should go to the gym today but i am taking a day off
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Posted by necronomincon
on 2008-03-12 07:27:02
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