Okay people, this shit is gonna be vulgar so click away if you can't handle that sort
of thing. I'm amazed at how many "shooshes" and waves of the forefinger the world
throws when anyone blows a gasket...as if there is no reason to in this
sometimes crappy world. I have lived my life on the opposite end of those
opinionated, self proclaimed "saints". I have tried THIER WAY, and repeatedly
failed. As Charles Manson said: "We think WE are the ones that are free!!!!????
HUH!!!! Red light: Stop, Green light: Go, Yellow light: Slow Down, don't dress this
way, don't dress that way, don't say the "F" word, don't get mad, don't laugh! It
sometimes seems to me that everyone in prison has the opportunity to express
themselves without the heavy consequence we give each other out here in the
"jungle". Yeah, they are behind bars and shit...they are "locked down" ..but in other
aspects, they can act crazy or clownish without having to worry that their
boss or "society" is going to cast them out and spread their face all over the dreaded
"family" or "media". Sometimes I don't know which is which. We as members of
this society can be SOOOO judgemental. But do we really know how people are
supposed to act? Do we, as human beings, fit this box called "civilized"???? Let me
tell you something...I find myself screaming in silence and apparently, going crazy,
whatever "crazy" actually is. I want to come out of my skin most days. At this very
moment I am invisioning people I know, reading this damn blog and saying: "Good
for you, you go right ahead and express yourself, it's healthy *thumbs up*" And at
the very same time, they are preparing for next weeks exam, interview or meeting
with mister suit and tie. This life is a joke. And let me tell you something..I don't
give a fuck who says otherwise, that is one of the truest things I can ever say. It's a
secret that, if taken seriously, will save anyone who hears it, a HELL OF A LOT
OF TIME AND ENERGY. Why fit in? What the fuck are you trying to fit in,
exactly?, a bunch of mimics? A hell that repeats itself? A hell that people can't seem
to steer away from? I am writing this for not only me to release some steam, but
also, I would like to think that anyone who reads this gives themselves a break. If
what you want in life doesnt fit what society says is "healthy"...FUCK THEM. Who
the fuck is living this life, you or them? Hey, sometimes we can't go back on certain
things..and you find yourself having to hurt some people in order to get things
straight with yourself, well...DO IT. First things first!!!! Look at how many people
are shooting their families and themselves because of "WHO KNOWS
WHY???"...but I can see. I can see that we are animals. We are searching for a
reason for this internal struggle while politely asking to "pass the butter and jam" Of
course we are going to fucking snap!!!! Hello!!!!! Wake up society!!!! This shit I'm
talking about is not a joke!!! I have not listed any specifics here, and yet I don't feel
I have to. I know some people out there will get EXACTLY what I'm talking
about..others will do the expected and wave their precious little finger. I've
somehow come to the conclusion that there is no right and wrong here in this world,
there's just an overabundance of suppresion that creates havock in the spirits of
those who have any type of spirit at all; What comes next is not his or her
responsiblity, but ALL of ours. As one would assume I have not lived the best life in
the world, but I don't necesarilly blame this ONLY on myself, I blame it on
society.We are a collective society..no matter what!!! Why do you think that we
hear so much bad shit on the news? Little by little, all that bad news is going to blow
up at us..and then we are going to ask (ignorantly), why did this happen? Why little
ol' me??? I didn't do anything but raise my family right and say grace before I ate!!!
Well, here's another charm: "It takes a whole WORLD to raise your children right".
Don't just point your filthy fucking finger at the gangsters to the left of you and the
prostitutes to your right. Why don't you get off your ass and do something about
it???!!! Their problem is not just theirs, it takes you closing your front door tightly
shut in order for things to take place. WAKE UP!!!!! Their aint NOOOO saints that
watch your ass soooo close that you cant notice the war thats taking place outside
your very front door!!!!!!
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