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....but what the hell, I am gonna see how this works out. Sometimes peoples' writings come out better when they're tired. Well, I am here again making another "blog" ..cuz I'm so "modern" and I love to be on the internet when I should be sleeping. I'm so lame. lol! <--- I use "el o el's" to describe my laugh. OMG, (Oh, my God), I am so damn typical and there are probably so many people relating to the way I write right now, but isn't that lame? Where the hell is the originality anymore? Is anything I do authentic? When I'm depressed I even hear the "you tubers'" complaining about the same things. Maybe we're all just one giant cumulative ball. We cannot exist without another verifying ourselves for what we are. I once thought I was alone in my existence of pain and was depressed because of that, then I was depressed because my friend was going through the same thing with no one caring, next I was depressed because everyone is going through the same thing, right now I'm too aware that everyone is depressed to even call it depression! It's almost funny enough to laugh at. My depression is no longer classified as depression, but acceptance. Acceptance is a funny thing, the reason so many of us, in my opinion, have a hard time doing it is because we don't want to sacrifice what we wan't or need. Now I'm trying to learn how to do without what I once wanted...trying to live without wanting at all.I love writing about nonsense..it always brings forth so many people's confusion, interest, anger, disapproval, etc. I love reading about any point of view. I always try to allow it to exist instead of trying to fit into it. It's fun because everyone expects you to run and hide and take back what you did. Fuck that, my opinion stays the same no matter who laughs at it. Even though in the end, my point of view along with everyone else's is nonsense. I do admit, I love making a point, but the world keeps on turning and nothing stops it. Why not just make a fool out of yourself and make the world a more interesting place. Although it wouldnt be making a fool out of yourself at all, but breaking a chain. There is a freedom in that. A big one. Letting go of everything and just typing the most unstructured bullshit on a website that you have chosen one lonely night when you were drinking cold coffee.
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Posted by snoopsie on 2009-04-09 05:22:06 | Rating: | Views: 28
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