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Okay, enough with the questions for God...I don't know if there are any answers anyway. My daughter and my sister are at eachother's throats, and I'm here in Florida with my head exploding over everything that's going on in Washington.
How is this fair? They have taken all the fun out of this. By snarking at eachother, and then calling me to tell me about it, I just had the worst day.
It has been the longest time since I've had any suicidal thoughts...until today. The old spiral downwards began this afternoon and then I'm no good to anyone. I can't take it anymore! Now my husband is getting into it because he can see that I'm maxed out.
So, is this the biggest mistake of my life? Leaving those two alone to fend for themselves? I honestly don't know what to do anymore. All I know, is that I cannot be in the middle of it anymore.
Jon and I are attempting to begin a new life here. Today, we went and picked out livingroom furniture, which is too much fun, right? But, not so much today.
I want this all to go smoothly, so much for what I want.
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Posted by smilinirisheyes on 2008-03-08 18:12:28 | Rating: | Views: 64
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