You know, its funny how far good looks can get you in this world. Just the other day I witnessed this blonde chick return this (clearly used) pair of expensive shoes and the only reason she got away with it was because the clerk was a guy and all she had to do was bend over a little. Women do have that advantage. Its pretty easy to get away with things if the person in charge is male. Im not gonna lie, ive used that to my advantage a couple times. Seems pretty awful in hindsight. Why do guys get so distracted from women. I was at this theme park and there was a guy working there and I just started to make small talk and just for the hell of it I started flirting with him, bending over, flashing a smile, and just working my charm I guess. What do you know, he gave me not 1 but 5 free tickets!! I felt bad afterwards and then I started thinking why did he give me those tickets? Its not like I was meeting him anywhere after, he had no incentive. I guess it was a kind act? or maybe just a thank you for showing him some attention? I dont know. Anyways I feel bad for those guys that get played like that and there are enough girls out there who will do those things just to get something out of it.

Anyways on a completely other note, Ive got a funny story. I was driving with my mom home when we spotted my neighbour outside. He is really attractive, smart, young and funny. Seems like the perfect guy right? Well nothing could ever happen between us (there have been times when it was SO close) because his sister is one of my best friends. That would turn out to be really awkward. Anyways we pull over and he comes over with his flawless smile and says hi. He tells us that their pipes are broken so they are just getting them fixed. My mom (who has  had the biggest crush on him for so long) innocently says, "Well T, if you want you can come shower at my house". I burst out laughing until she gave me a death stare. He looked at me and raised his eyebrow and said he's take a raincheck on that one. Oh man, I hate how he does that. He knows that we could never be together and yet he still tries. We've gotten in pretty tight situations, only one ending badly. I was staying over for a weekend and I was in my friend K's room. It was summer and it was really hot and she went to go get us some drinks. While she was gone T came looking for her in her room. He walked in and sat on the bed and we started talking. I was lying on my back and wearing a skirt and while we were talking I felt him leaning over me very slowly. Of course K cam in at the perfect time. He was leaning over me with his hands on my legs. I saw her first and I got up quickly. Once he realized she was there he made some excuse and took off. She went after him and I could hear her freaking out. So I realized she would not be comfortable with us being together so I knew not to bother. I only like him as a friend anyway but there are times when he does certain things, acts certain ways, looks at me and I want to just rip all his clothes off and jump him. Im sure he wouldnt mind. Well if this whole ordeal has taught me anything its self control.
Until next time kids xxx