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| ''I Used to be Your Lapdog Now I'm Just a Stray'' |
I am so sorry that all I've been talking about is Nick lately but I can't seem to get him off of my mind and it's driving me crazy. The other day he happened to show up at the same place I was having lunch at. We both had the same break but didn't realize. Well anyway I invited him to sit with me and the whole time he was so nervous! I've never seen someone so nervous before. Everytime he looked up he would break into a smile and avert his eyes. At first I thought it was cute but then I thought, hey, he's kinda acting shady... So I straight out asked him, "Am I making you nervous?"
He laughed, nervously, (go figure) and looked up and i noticed that his cheeks were a slight pink colour. He made some cheesy joke and then I started up the conversation trying to get him to calm down. Eventually he relaxed a little and he mentioned somewhere in the conversation about how I was so young. He's not much older than me but apparently he's never dated anyone younger before. I let the comment slide but it kept on eating away at me throughout my meal. As I got up and mentioned that I had to get back to work I leaned over close over his shoulder and said quietly:
"I'm not too young to realize that you're into me."
I walked away with a smile because I knew he was sitting there wondering what the hell just happened. Now let me clarify that normally I don't play games like this but he was setting it up for himself. It also amuses me that a guy who thinks that I am too young gets so nervous around me. Whether he is actually into me or not, I'm not sure, but I took a gamble on that one. I figure if he isn't acutally into me, I can laugh it off and pretend it was a joke. I didn't see him for the rest of the day so I guess the next time I see him I'll be able to find out (finally!) what is officially going on between us. I said before that I wouldn't care if nothing happened but I think I would now. I like him. He's a good guy and I am definitely attracted to him in more ways than one. I think I'm different from the other girls he's known because whenever we're talking he always looks at me impressed like it's the first time he's met someone like me. It sounds vain and presumptous, but he has a very readable face. All of his emotions are displayed for the world to see and his eyes are very animated. I could go on forever but I'll end it there. I vow not to mention anything about him again unless something worth mentioning happens. I'm so mature :P
Last night I went to a friend's house for dinner last night and she invited her boyfriend and Jay over. I have'n't seen Jay since the kissing situation but he was perfectly civil and gentlemen like. He was his typical flirty self but it was all in good fun and we were on the same page: strictly friends. I'm quite certain he's got himself a love interest anyway so thankfully it will all be past us.
My shoulder is all better. The nerve is officially pinch-free! I can move with the best of them now. It's great! I baked some cookies at my parent's house. My brother tasted one and I had to fight him off with a spatula or he would've devoured the whole thing in five minutes. Apparently they were really good. I've always been a wicked baker but I can't cook meals if my life depended on it. I've been working at this recipe for a long time and I could never get it quite right but it's officially chewy on the inside- crunchy on the outside and they taste delicious. I'm heading back to school soon but I'm going to try to update as much as possible. I'm moving back in in a couple of day but once I'm settled I'll be back. Enjoy the end of your summers everyone :]
What I hear:
Rusted from the Rain--> BIlly Talent
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