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"I Just Can't Recall What Started It All"

I was sitting at my desk today staring out the window when I started to daydream. Ive never daydreamed before, never like this. I have no idea what sparked this daydream, its just developed out of thin air. The weather was very bright and sunny with big clouds, a picture perfect day. A picture of myself sprawled out on the grass formed in my mind. I was in total relaxation. Not a care in the world. Just the sounds of nature around me and the feel of the sun warming every inch of me. Total bliss. Then as unexpectedly as it had come, the daydream switched.

I was still absolutely relaxed but my surrounding had altered slightly. I was in a room with warm coloured walls. There was a big open window to my right. The sun was shining through the window and casting its light upon me like a spotlight. The gentle breeze glided in and out of the room causing the white sheer curtains to dance in slow motion and my hair to tickle my chest. After I noticed the window, I felt softness beneath me. I laid my hand at my side and felt luxurious white fabric. They were cool to my touch. I pushed down with my hand and it sunk down a little. I lifted my hand and the indent of my palm and fingers remained on the surface, slowly rising. I then realized I must be on a bed. I looked behind me and noted the wrought iron bed frame. It was a delicate yet intricate pattern that seemed to escape from a garden in France. I slid my fingers along the metal and heard the beautiful hair raising sound of my nails dragging across it. I lay back and sprawled out, returning to my state of perfect bliss. Not a care in the world; my head clear as crystal.

I closed my eyes and felt the intense heat of the sun on my eyelids with the contrasting crisp sensation of the breeze every now and then. The heat seemed to be overtaking the breeze and I was becoming increasingly hotter. Soon I couldnt feel the breeze at all and I felt like I was in a toasty sauna. I opened my eyes and found that something was obstructing my view. Partially blinded by the sudden brightness of the sun on my not so long ago protected eyes, I could only make out a shape. As my sight started to sharpen, i noted more detail. Crevices and indents started to form on the shape and soon I could make out a body. Instinctively I looked up to find the face that matched the body but I couldnt see it. No matter how long I stared and hoped my eyes would adjust, I could not make out the face. I reached a hand up to the face and I couldnt feel anything. I dragged my hand down the face and was hit with a surge of body heat as soon as I touched his neck. I explored every inch of his chest with my fingertips tracing over the lines and bumps.

I unexpectedly dropped my hand and it fell to the bed; the impact absorbed instantly. I was lying on the heaven-like bed, my body completely relaxed, vulnerable to everything. The sun's light framing the bed and casting its glow upon me. The breeze steadily blowing in, urging my hair over my face. Suddenly I felt my hair being pushed gently off my face and fingers stroking my warm skin. The face-less man dragged his hands down my neck, over my breasts and across my stomach. I followed his hands with my eyes and realized I was naked. There was no alarm following this observation, the bliss and relaxation remained unwavering. I looked down at my body, recognizing the familiar beauty dots and sun kissed skin, so new to his imaginary eyes. I closed my eyes, my senses heightened yet my thoughts calm. I heard the diminutive whisper of the sheer curtains skimming the flawless walls. I felt the sun highlighting the flaws on my body that I had come to love and the storytelling scars. The scent of fresh grass was blown in with the breeze mingling with the slightly floral hint of my hair. Pure bliss.

Then I snapped back to reality. Slightly disoriented by the scene my mind had created. I realized I was still at my desk staring out the window. A glimmer of dissapointment and fascination remembering what had just played out in my head. I smiled to myself as I went back to work. Left with the lingering hints of imaginary relaxation and questions. Who was the face-less man? Would I ever feel that way in reality? Ive never had a daydream this clear before and I dont think I ever will again. It was invigorating.

What I hear:

Make It Wit Chu--> Queens of the Stoneage

Posted by smileforthecamera on 2008-05-27 18:32:16 | Rating:

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		SFTC Aren't dreams wonderful??? You can dream things and be transported into another land of such ecstacy and passion...sometime I never want to wake up...I just want to go on asleep forever....
Posted by dreampower on 2008-05-27 18:40:42


		Wow! That was hotter than the "taste me" post. :)
Posted by yadokta on 2008-05-27 18:41:42


		Hi SMILES,that was so well written,wow what a steamy,hot, daydream,you have me melting here,okay cold shower time.
Posted by natureboy on 2008-05-27 18:49:32


		how you wrote that, it made me feel like i was there, going through it myself, you brought the dream to me, with the emotion's you were feeling, and the touch, this is brilliant writing hun. :)
Posted by pixierose on 2008-05-27 19:14:14


		wow thats a drem! man wish I could feel them that deep, you took me there. Thank you
Posted by tonyrayhutchison on 2008-05-27 20:45:33


		great
Posted by norm4u2 on 2008-05-27 21:13:17


		Dreampower: Yes dreams are lovely and I have never ever had a daydream like this before. It was strangely exciting. Yadokta: Glad you liked it bud :] I just rewrote what I dreamt. Nature: Haha thanks hun! Enjoy your shower ;) Pixie: Thanks so much!! Im really glad you liked it darling :] Tony: Most of my dreams are pointless, I prefer daydreams especially after this one! Norm: Thanks!
Posted by smileforthecamera on 2008-05-27 21:34:12


		I loved how you translated your dream into words! I agree with the rest, it was really like being there... Somehow, whenever i have awesomely amazing dreams, i dont remember them once i wake up :( But i havent even had day dreams...maybe day dreams are easier to recall? Possible...since you dont really doze off...ok im rambling :D Great post! :)
Posted by angelwings on 2008-05-28 01:23:42


		Yes I know!! Dreams are hard to recall. Daydreams on the other hand are alot easier to remember. Thanks angel :]
Posted by smileforthecamera on 2008-05-28 10:40:43


		I love those days. It's soo gorgous, your mind just drifts wherever it wants to. As for the daydream itself...WTF?!?!?! :P LOL That was a pretty strange one misses hehe I'm thinking maybe the guy didnt have a face because he represents someone you've never met but still feel really close to. Hence the nakedness. That could stand for your naked soul?? IDK I'm just making things up lol. And to finish i must say, Bravo on the writing. You captured it like i was watching with my own......mind LOL
Posted by eeerm on 2008-05-28 15:32:11


		That was a really well constructed piece of writing,it was a brilliant read from beginning to end,i actually felt the daydream through the words.Very well done.
Posted by supercoolguy on 2008-05-28 20:14:59


		Yes those days are beautiful but they lead to strange daydreams! :P I like your analysis, it kind of scares me though. If its true i mean. Thanks! Im glad you could picture it so clearly :]
Posted by smileforthecamera on 2008-05-28 20:16:38


		ok, now that things have calmed down I can play catch up lol. WOW smiles, you just keep getting steamier! would love to have a day dream like yours! great post hun, sorry I just got to it. :)
Posted by spiritualcoma on 2008-05-29 10:48:28


		Thanks coma! The funny thing is i didnt even mean for this to be a steamy post, i was just writing down what I saw in my head. Guess me head is a pretty steamy place lol. Better late than never :]
Posted by smileforthecamera on 2008-05-29 18:17:25


		day dreams r the best!
Posted by daydream4evr on 2008-05-29 19:08:33


		Ive never had one like this but after this one, im going to have to agree with you daydream4evr. Hahaha I just noticed your name :D
Posted by smileforthecamera on 2008-05-30 18:49:39


		wow, that was ... beautiful. The guy sounds hot! (minus the facelessness)Haha, not the point i know. i luv the way dreams r so vivid and real, however i dont think ive ever had a DAY dream like this 1. hmmm... maybe i just have 2 wait 4 a day like that.
Posted by Hunterrrrxisxamazing on 2008-05-31 15:59:51


		Thanks hunter. This was the only day dream I have ever had that was like that. If you ever have a daydream like this, let me know :]
Posted by smileforthecamera on 2008-05-31 18:22:47


		sure u write pretty well ...even i felt it... n even i daydream a lot n very vividly at times..........:)
Posted by thoughtXpress on 2008-06-18 03:17:49