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And the ride continues. I can feel today is going to be another roller coaster ride. You open your eyes, and you just know it, you feel the intensity of it. Maybe it’s the shitty weather, but that feeling you get going down the tracks on one of those really high pitched hills, the one where your stomach has stayed behind while you keep moving ahead....that’s the feeling I have right now.
I guess the feeling is dread....I hate this feeling. The walking around waiting for the other shoe to drop...whatever that’s supposed to mean. Nothing in particular is causing this feeling. Probably just the course of events that have been happening over the last week or so. I need to find something to distract me, but as has become habit lately, I sit here writing down my thoughts just trying to make sense of more senseless shit.
A friend who has to make major life decisions, a daughter far away who continually finds trouble, a job you’re not sure will still be here tomorrow....all things that are out of my control, yet wanting so bad to be able to control, to take care of, to fix. Why do I let everything pile up and take over?
I have to get off this ride....I hate roller coasters....maybe I will go try to find that stupid shoe before it falls. |
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Posted by slowtolearn on 2008-07-24 07:54:53 | Rating: | Views: 24
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God grant you the strength to deal with the things you can control and the wisdom and fortitude to live with those you can't.
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Posted by Tony51203
on 2008-07-24 08:17:26
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