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Once again i find myself faced with this everlasting decision. Face to face with this glass ememy that everyone keps telling me is my friend. Turn it down, and feel the heavy burden of these everyday problems, or turn it up, and drown the sorrows of a thousand questions left in the open. I glance sideways through blurry eyes at the crowd, lifeless and dealing with the same wrong choice that im about to make. Ive been in this same situation numerious times, praying that through enough wrong choices the right choice will find its way to the surface. But every wrong choice leads to another never ending battle, battles fought with no clear rules on how to win. We are left to create rules for oursleves, rules that might somehow save us from our worst enemies. But, how can we fight what we've become? Senseless lies we tell to ourselves, protect us from knowing the truth. The fact that this is no longer something to help drain the hardships around us. It has turned into something that we cant live without, something we dont wanna live without. Cause without it all our problems will crash down on us like wave on the helpless shore of life. One last time i look around at my friends, the people i used to know, now lying there with a distant look in their eyes. With one last breath i slowly lift the bottle to my lips. The world slowly drains from around me, but in this world of bad choices I see something, its a ray of light, here to save me from this addiction. I slowly come to my senses as the bottle hits the floor, its cool liquid flowing across the hardwood floor like poison through the veins of its host, but isnt that what its for? I walk towards the door, the door to something new to me, right choices, as i step out and take a breath, i realize, that world is not the world i want to live in.
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Posted by slaughterfish on 2008-02-11 23:45:15 | Rating: | Views: 70
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I guess a life of alcohol is not for you - me too, i like to stay away from mind altering substances - explore the good areas of your brain the ones you have had when you felt good with yourself. This is the road to freedom!
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Posted by DanRafman
on 2008-05-15 23:43:31
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