This is for all of the other junkies out there who, like me, had a hard time finding any encouragement on their computers. I searched the entire internet for some shred of hope and could only find it on websites sponsored by recovery programs that were trying to get people to come use their facility. I found a facility that works!! It's called  the "God snapped his fingers" recovery house. Brother, sister, I assure you that you are no worse than I have been. I had a 100 a day habit for 4 years and for the last 2 I was mixing it with methadone. The heroin I was taking was so strong that it showed up on urinalysis for THREE WEEKS after I stopped taking it. (It's only supposed to be three days,for anyone reading this who hasn't been in our world.) God snapped his fingers and bam, pulled me out of it. 2 years of 140-70mgs of meth,4 years of the strongest and deadliest stuff around. I have been clean now for two months and I am getting to where my life is coming back together. I lost my wife,my car,my house, my dog, my self-respect, and everything else you can lose and I spent 10 days sleeping only 2 hours a night and being tortured the entire time I was up. BUT I MADE IT THROUGH. how many more YEARS will you live in agony,brother,sister? Stand up!! You are not beaten. You are not weak. Satan only uses this tool against those of us who threaten him the most. For most people he can just send them a few bills and keep them from what God has, but we know that doesn't work on us does it? We that are attracted to this life are seeking the spiritual world because we see the lies of the physical. YOU ARE A POWERFUL WEAPON IN THE SPIRITUAL REALM!!! Get up!! Rise up! Bind the demon on your back and RUN!! YOU CAN DO IT!! If I can, anyone can. Brother,sister, we are living in a time of "and suddenlies" where people who have suffered their whole life under affliction are being called out en masse. When Jesus came the first time he didn't take his men from the churches but from the gutters. It is the glory of God to take Much-Afraids and make them into powerful warriors. This isn't just for the heroin addicts. There's someone out there who is suffering from something else who is going to read this and I want you to know that this message is for you too. Mainline heroin addiction is still the only thing that science has no idea how to slow,stop,fight,or even disagree with. If God can pull me out of that to come fight for him then trust me, he can do it for you. Recieve it now. Agree with your healing instead of your disease, whatever that may be and let Him save you or your children.