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Well, here we are again. The holidays. :( It seems to me that every year at this time I am always at the worst point of my year. I really wish that this year was an exception but it was actually one of the roughest ones yet. I spent last night getting drunk by myself and trying to find someone, anyone who was in the position I was so that we could at least hang out. The more people I called though, the more depressed I got. Everyone was with their families, having fun eating and whatever and every time that I heard that I was just like, "Man, does my life suck." I had been feeling better lately but that just drug me right back down. It seems like now I'm not moving at all. I feel like I'm starting to stagnate and I know that that isn't good. To make Christmas complete, my wife that I had been trying to hold onto,(even though she's with someone else), told me that she's in love with him now and started asking about dividing our stuff up. I just told her that she could have everything. Then I got off of the phone and started getting drunk. I did manage to find someone who was in the same shape as me totally by accident though. The persons house that I was sitting in (while they were gone to a Christmas party) got a call from the girl's sister. I answered the phone and we ended up talking for probably at least an hour. If she wasn't the whole way in Alabama I would have hitchhiked to her house last night.(I still might go down there today.) To be totally alone at this time of year is so deadly. I just want it to be over. |
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Posted by skyler28 on 2007-12-25 06:54:44 | Rating: | Views: 121
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Hang in there Buddy the tis season is just about over...
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Posted by Wayne
on 2007-12-25 07:53:20
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