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My Life
Do you want to know what my life is?
My life is suppressing every dream, every hope that I have, to take care of my two children and my husband.
I can’t do anything else because I love them so much.
Sometimes I feel so brittle that I feel like I am going to shatter at any moment.
Just one more straw, just one cricket leg…
I want to guild my children into being functional adults.
To give them the skills that they need to survive in our society.
And most of the time I feel like a complete failure.
That my children will grow up hating me and loving me and be fucked up beyond redemption.
I supposedly have so much going for me.
So I’ve been told by others.
When all I feel like doing is screaming.
How can they envy me?
Please someone, God, whoever, take away these feelings of inadequacy.
Please show me the way.
Stop making driving strait on a corner appealing.
I need…I don’t know what I need.
Hope. Faith. Love. Self confidence. Fulfillment. Something.
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Posted by skydaze13579 on 2008-06-27 02:53:01 | Rating: | Views: 76
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