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I am re-inventing myself. (title by Ghostland Observatory)
I want to have new friends who actually talk to me. I don't want to be kown as a bandie (my mum is keeping me in band under force). I am to have a slight sense of humor and be easy to talk to about anything. I am to be nicer. I am actually quite horrible... I want to find more unkown bands such as Outlett, Tally Hall, Ghostland Observatory. I need to find a talent I can excel at. I was the artist..until Izzy came to our school. She is so good she makes me jealous, which hardly ever happens.
There are 3 things that make me jealous (Izzy's art, Evy's hugs toward Josh, and people with best friends/boyfriends)
I am fairly good at art, but according to Mr. D-money, (his gangsturr name) our student teacher for Mr. Gimbel, our language teacher--I stink. Izzy's the artisit I am the what?! I am the background of everyone's glory. Not trying to sound like emo or whatever because mainly I'm not. Unless you ask Roberta, she is goth-emo and she says I am how I act but, okay. I am the friend everyone wipes their feet on, the person to fall back on when their top 100 is gone. As, the BFF overated post goes, me Izzy Caitlin and Laura in math. If Laura is absent and I am left by myself, Izzy and Caitlin ignore me and partner up... if Evy was in my math class, I'd be by myself. I need to re-invent myself to be a loner. To be able to accept rejection.
Evy went to talk to the boy I  because she is friends and kinda broke my heart... (necessary icons).
She hugged him right in front of me...so sad.
Well I am going to re-invent myself, so next time you ehar from me I'll be a new person. The doormat will be hung up. |
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Posted by skullosaur on 2008-03-29 14:00:00 | Rating: | Views: 49
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if yur any different i will shoot you in the arm. and i'm sorry. u realize since i'm friends w/ him you have a connection now, right? you can come w/ me. you can ask for a hug too. it's okay sarah bearah.
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Posted by my_name_is_evy
on 2008-03-29 21:03:16
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No i can't Evy. Wow he knows my name, wlel knew it and forgot probably. It's fine it just makes me sad. He smells good tho. I smelled his greatness when we shared the book thingy.
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Posted by skullosaur
on 2008-03-30 10:00:40
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