The song is Monsoon by Tokio Hotel

http://desktoptopia.com/browse/?page=1

This background place kills me. I love it. The song has no meaning, except the representation of how Summer's my friend.

I'm going through a whole new phase in my life. Just one of the layers of my core is unraveled. I've been crying every day and waititng for something to happen....it's happened. I've exposed the truth in Laura/Sarah clash notebook. I feel more alive. I just really don't want to be talked to so, Im me butI'll be not as happy as I usually am, which is 1% happy 99% pain. =( I'm still sad just more relieved of the pain I've been going through caused by my 5th grade teacher, Mr. Ebbert.

Mucho love.