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i walked outside tonight. on my 8 month anniversary with my boyfriend. as i walked outside i noticed it was absolutely clear. its been rainy lately so it was pretty random. but i walked outside and the night air is completely still. not a cloud in sight. full moon exuding beautiful white rays. i just go out and stand in the middle of the street which i do some nights when i have a lot on my mind. and i just sit in the street or lay down, and look up and just relax. but this night was different... i heard a hawk or an eagle of some sort. but this late at night? i couldnt see it. it was no where to be found. how odd i thought. then i realized as my eyes began to water. it wasnt a bird. it was my grandma... my grandma died a few years ago and she meant the world to me. and ive been missing her more and more lately wishing i could just get one last hug from her... but this was her. it had to be. i could not see this bird yet it was flying right above me calling and calling. a few leaves restled in the trees. and she just kept calling to me. trying not to cry i said, "thank you grandma... i miss you and i love you..." slowly but surely the calls began to fade then just stopped altogether. you have to understand, my grandma was an artist. she drew animals. her favorites were eagles and hawks and raccoons. she loved them. it had to have been her... she has done this before. 2 other times. when i was going through a tough time. but this time in the form of a blind raccoon. in my backyard. searching for food. she couldnt see anything. she was completely blind. i had to throw the peanuts right under her nose so she could hear them. the weird thing was, she could see me... i was the only thing she could see. she would look right at me. thats when i realized it. as i gazed into these black beady lil eyes looking at me right in the eye i knew it... i could feel it. it was her. the second i figured it out she looked away. stayed for a lil while longer then left. she did this one more time after. that was about 4 months ago. this is the first time iver heard from her since. i got a random necklace in the mail with an eagle on it holding an emerald like gem. with a note saying, "for my granddaughter..." about 7 months ago. right after the first time the raccoon showed up. tell me someone am i going crazy? am i the only one to experience something like this? please someone tell me im not alone! tell me this is really my grandma trying to get through to me from beyond this life?
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Posted by skull_iris on 2007-10-25 21:29:36 | Rating: | Views: 76
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