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During love making last night, my husband told me I am beautiful. Probably not a major thing for most people.....but I haven't been able to stop thinking about it all day. It was like an awakening for me.
You see, we have been married for almost three decades, and he has never called me beautiful before. In fact, no one has ever said that to me.
When he said it last night, I stopped everything and said, "You have never said that before." He said he knew, but he always felt that way, now he is just getting smart enough to say it.
I believe him. Not about the beautiful part....lol....I am not horrid to look at, but I've never been the prettiest girl at the ball either.
I believe that he has felt that way, just not said it. And I believe that he thinks I am beautiful. Not really for what I look like on the outside, but for who I am--for what my qualities are. After 48 years of living....I finally believe it myself. I AM a good person. I DO have good qualities. My mother used to call me "a waste of time". That was how she referred to me. And--I believed it for many years.
It took him saying that last night for me to realize how far I've come. I'm NOT a pest, a pain, or a waste of time. I don't know why my mother chose to say those things. I am poud of the woman I have become! Sure, I have faults...but...........I AM GOOD! Wowee!
I feel great today. I think I'll dress up in something special for my honey tonight and let him know how special he is to me!
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Posted by sixdogs on 2008-04-09 13:42:41 | Rating: | Views: 56
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This is my first visit to your blog but I wanted to say that I think it is wonderful that your husband told you that you were beautiful and even more wonderful, that after all of years of marriage, those words are still enough to make you so incredibily happy. That's awesome!
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Posted by Meredith
on 2008-04-09 14:41:52
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