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I officially know I've gone crazy, or at least pretty close, when after crying about nothing while playing Guitar Hero 2, I look at the walls and they look like they are melting. It is either a sign of insanity or probably sanity in my case. Me and Alex are working on controlling his Bipolar. Bipolar Disorder for Dummies helped a lot with ideas.
The (insert issue, idea, or thing you suck at here) for Dummies books are very interesting. I wonder how many books they have written? I told Alex I would buy him the fixing computer ones as a gag gift. Maybe i should go to dummies.com and suggest "Taking over the world for dummies" or "How to lose a guy in 10 days for dummies." I think suggestion 2 would be pointless because , like in the movie, when you try to leave them, you love them more. I like that movie and Ari needs that book.
That actually reminds me of what I did the other day. Me and Alex (btw, he is my Fiance) were talking about how after him and me get into an argument, it brings us closer and more into love with each other. Funny how that works. In the Bipolar Disorder for Dummies (BDD) book it said it's healthy to take a break from your closest supporter (me) every once in a while. Healthy for both of us I guess. He gets to see his friends and i get to sulk at home, jobless.
Looking for a job is hard when the job you know you will get will only be available after your fiance changes jobs. No, I don't want his job but I do and can get a job at Kmart once he quits. Sounds stupid but his boss doesn't like me going in there. Also the other job, which would be for the coffee obsessed side of me, won't be opening for like 1 month. Yup, the new starbucks! That would be awesome! I could work at Kmart on Sundays, Tuesdays, and Thursdays and then work at Starbucks on Saturdays, Mondays, and Wednesdays. Fridays would be my relax day. I would be tired but oh the money. Then the one I loved more...coffee...or the one I made more money at, I would keep. That would probably be best.
Well to the end of my ADD blog. ADD now stands for Angel Ditzy Ditz. Yup! LOL, anyways to sum it all up, it turns out the paint wasn't melting, it was running away from the walls and that I have way too much free time so I need a job, and money.
Kisses and hugs to everyone!
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Posted by siwellegna on 2007-06-22 23:17:23 | Rating: | Views: 146
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great first post angel...
my mom had bipolar disorder for years. it was hard on her for a long time, but she managed to get through it and now he feels so much better.
i look forward to reading more from you ;)
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Posted by jason
on 2007-06-23 06:58:40
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