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| Devil's Asking for my Soul
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i woke up not understanding my mood nor how i am feeling for the day. i breathe half of my normal inhaling process. I couldn't feel like crying nor being mad at. just no feeling. a numbness and alienation of my own being.
i met up with my boyfriend and couldn't say anything. i was silent and disinterested with the conversation. my mind was flying somewhere else and then back to where i sat beside him. i don't feel like smiling at all nor even just to laugh about it.
i am sooooo sad and i felt that the devil is slowly but persistently is asking for my soul to leave my body. that i have to do it in order to attain the peace and happiness that i wanted in life. to be freed from burdens, pressures and stresses.
i told myself, maybe everyone's gonna be happier without me, they will be more at peace without me in their lives nor in their thoughts............................
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Posted by sipimpople on 2008-06-09 12:59:47 | Rating: | Views: 20
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