i woke up not understanding my mood nor how i am feeling for the day. i breathe half of my normal inhaling process. I couldn't feel like crying nor being mad at. just no feeling. a numbness and alienation of my own being.
i met up with my boyfriend and couldn't say anything. i was......Read More
Posted on: 2008-06-09 12:59:47 |
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one day i have to leave the house for good to finally free myself from pain, trauma and phoebia. to have that peace i wanted. to do things from my own judgement not to be held on the neck for every thing that i must or should do.
i experience loneliness and pain and hurt for......Read More
i have a boyfriend for a year now, 1st boyfriend actually and he told me i would be his last. before we had intimate relationships or me having as his girlfriend he already knew that i had this desire to serve the church as a nun.
we were already planning to get married until i met new......Read More
browsing over the pictures of me and my friends, i realized that life is so short to live with. imagine yesterday they were there and now you're very much apart from each other. you have your own life, they have theirs too.
the quality of time is defined differently now and the......Read More
Posted on: 2008-04-24 17:31:04 |
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time
My whole world shattered days after I found out that I have days to live. It was a shocking news when the doctor told me about my health but I was as calm as the lake.
My boyfriend was teary-eyed at that time and I was consoling him as if he was sick and I was fine......Read More
Posted on: 2008-04-24 17:12:20 |
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death