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Missed Connections
I found myself looking through a classified ad style website today, and was drawn to the section called "Missed Connections." It is simply a place for the love lorn to seek those with whom they felt they may have had a connection, no matter how brief or trivial. This sort of......Read More

Posted on: 2007-12-02 00:44:27 | Rating:

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Just messin' with ya
This seems to be a theme with some of the men in my life. It isn't bad, I'm not writing one of those "tortured soul, why must they toy with me" blogs. But it does seem to be a recurring thing in my life. C. is doing this sort of thing, like it is a sport. In fact, he called me......Read More

Posted on: 2007-12-04 22:23:45 | Rating:

| Views: 65 | Comments: 0 | Tags: love friendship

A little confused
I went out with C. last night, just the two of us. This is something we haven't done in ages, usually it's a fly-by greeting, hello and goodbye and out the door. We went to a crazy little bar, under the pretense of teaching me pool. I am still wretched, but he says I know what I'm doing, I......Read More

Posted on: 2007-12-09 13:13:45 | Rating:

| Views: 243 | Comments: 3 | Tags: love relationships waiting

Still kind of lost...
I talked to C., who doesn't know where or how to find this particular little piece of neurotic catharsis, but does know of it's existence as well as of his role in it. He has teased me about it, asked me where he can find it, what name it's written under, but always with the knowledge that I......Read More

Posted on: 2007-12-10 00:06:09 | Rating:

| Views: 86 | Comments: 1 | Tags: love secrets friends

Rejection
So I screwed up my courage and asked C. if he could consider dating at some unspecified date in the future. As the title may suggest, this was not the rousing admission of mutual admiration I had been hoping for. Nay, predicting, based on my own delusions and his incredibly mixed signals. He......Read More