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| sinsation's Blogs in October 2007
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Purgatory
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I am here, doing nothing. I haven't contacted A. in the last few days. I want to, but my husband has been suffocatingly close to me. He looks at me like a puppy sometimes, obviously trying to please me, make me happy or loving. I feel nothing but scorn when he does this. As if he carries some......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-10-03 10:58:27 |
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sinsation
cheat
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Emotional Affairs
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I have been talking to A. again. It is always the same, the laughing, joking, teasing, just on the edge of something more. I read once about "emotional affairs" and this just may qualify. An emotional affair is when you haven't physically cheated, but you find yourself fantasizing,......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-10-06 21:04:43 |
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sinsation
emotions
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Help
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I have been bombarded recently with advice from well meaning friends, strangers, women in the grocery store regarding my life. I feel the need to get this off of my chest. I need no emotional compass. I know perfectly well the difference between right and wrong, and I can live quite well without......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-10-06 21:27:27 |
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sinsation
honesty
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The bitter end
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I have allowed myself to get caught talking to other men. I was talking to a "friend" of mine, about sex, cheating, flirting outrageously, and was careless enough to let my husband overhear the conversation. I expected to feel shame, or something. Nothing. Not an ounce of contrition,......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-10-10 21:01:31 |
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So Lost
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I have been so lost with the men in my life. I am still in my marriage, and on some days, I really think I can cope with it, learn to fit into this round hole as a square peg. And then I talk to A. or C. or any of the other men to whom I am so attached. A. and I hardly talk anymore, much to my......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-10-22 23:31:20 |
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Marriage
love
longing
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Love...what a mess
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Love is such a damn mess. I'm with a man I love "as a friend" even though we have children together. I have been separated from the man I love in that strange, scary deep way for years. And I am so damn torn about the matter. I wish wish wish it were the other way around. That I......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-10-27 17:48:26 |
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Views: 136 |
Comments: 2 | Tags:
love
cheating
sinsation
romance
men
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