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Ever had a relationship that would just not die? What I am talking about is one of those break-up and make-up rollercoaster things, where you fall in and out of love and friendship, break-up and get back together, alternate between being friends and lovers because you can't live with or without the person?
Then you both find other people who you are better suited for, but stll talk or hook-up from time to time. Finally you look at each other one day and realize that it really IS over. How do you feel? I feel a huge sense of relief, because I know that he is not the man for me, we are like oil and water. Yet at the same time, I feel such a tremedous loss, despite the fact that I am with the right mine now. "A", had been a part of my life since 2001. First as a friend, then a lover, then as a boyfriend, then as a fiance, then as a back-up and a friend.
A very wise person once told me, " Some people come into your life and are meant to stay. Others come into your life for a time to complete a purpose and then leave.". I guess it was time for us to move on and finally close this chapter of our lives. I am not a crier, yet I sit here in tears while I write this. But tears do clense the soul. I also have the lyrics of these two songs playing in my brain.
END OF THE ROAD: by BOYZ II MEN
(spoken)
Girl you know we belong together
I have no time for you to be playing
With my heart like this
You’ll be mine forever baby, you just see
(verse)
We belong together
And you that I’m right
Why do you play with my head,
Hy do you play with my mind?
Said we’d be forever
Said it’d never die
How could you love me and leave me
And never say good-bye?
Girl I can’t sleep at night without holding you tight
Girl, each time I try I just break down and cry
Pain in my head oh I’d rather be dead
Spinnin’ around and around
Chorus:
Although we’ve come to the end of the road
Still I can’t let you go
It’s unnatural, you belong to me, I belong to you
Come to the end of the road
Still I can’t let you go
It’s unnatural, you belong to me, I belong to you
Girl, I know you really love me,
You just don’t realize
You’ve never been there before
It’s only your first time
Maybe I’ll forgive you, hmm
Maybe you’ll try
We should be happy together
Forever, you and i
Girl, you love me again like you loved me before
This time I want you to love me much more
This time instead just come to my bed
And baby just don’t let me, don’t let me down
Chorus
(spoken)
Girl I’m here for you
All those times of night when you just hurt me
And just run out with that other fella
Baby I knew about it, I just didn’t care
You just don’t understand how much I love you do you?
I’m here for you
I’m not out to go out and cheat on you all night
Just like you did baby but that’s all right
Hey, I love you anyway
And I’m still gonna be here for you ’till my dying day baby
Right now, I’m just in so much pain baby
Coz you just won’t come back to me
Will you? just come back to me
(lonely)
Yes baby my heart is lonely
(lonely)
My heart hurts baby
(lonely)
Yes I feel pain too
Baby please
This time instead just come to my bed
And baby just don’t let me go
TIME FOR ME TO FLY- REO SPPEDWAGON
Ive been around for you
Ive been up and down for you
But I just cant get any relief
Ive swallowed my pride for you
Ive lived and lied for you
But you still make me feel like a thief
You got me stealin your love away
cause you never give it
Peeling the years away
And we cant relive it
I make you laugh
And you make me cry
I believe its time for me to fly
You said wed work it out
You said that you had no doubt
That deep down we were really in love
Oh, but Im tired of holding on
To a feeling I know is gone
I do believe that Ive had enough
Ive had enough of the falseness
Of a worn out relation
Enough of the jealousy
And the intoleration
I make you laugh
And you make me cry
I believe its time for me to fly
{refrain} time for me to fly
Oh, Ive got to set myself free
Time for me to fly
And thats just how its got to be
I know it hurts to say goodbye
But its time for me to fly
Oh, dont you know its...
{refrain}
Its time for me to fly
{repeat to end}
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Posted by singleat41 on 2008-08-27 23:10:33 | Rating: | Views: 74
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ive had one of those relationships, and when things finally ended, I did feel a really big loss and I did cry, but after a couple of weeks I started to recognize that I was finally free from the restrictive chains of a relationship I couldn't maintain... u'll get there, don't worry.
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Posted by tluvstee
on 2008-08-31 14:47:04
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