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its 2:30 am on a wed. morning and sleep is a far away thing.
Someone I just met led me here, and so for lack of anyone to run my problems by.
I thought maybe if I could write them down. I might be able to sort them out.
One by one , two by two and who knows what else.
Life has become such a dilema with me these days. Its like I dont care, but I do care. Now how much sense can that make. Like I want to love, but then again I dont. I want to feel again, but I know if i do its bound for disaster just like the rest. So whats its all for.
Just about the time I think I might have found someone I can care about their gone. Maybe I'm to clingy for a another word to use or needy maybe.
But I always thought that if you cared about someone you were suppose to give it your all. But maybe thats not the way it works anymore.
He's like hot and cold water. One minute he's as sweet as you would want to know and the next its like leave me alone, I'll let you know when I need you again.
well thats all I know for now.
to continue later
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Posted by simpsonr on 2008-07-23 04:06:02 | Rating: | Views: 45
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Do you know that Americans with the way they run their lives they put themselves into depression? Americans are the only ones that "tag" wanting to be with someone as Needy. It is human nature to want to be with someone, yet the Americans with their way of thinking that a person is needy and clingy is bad for them!? It just boggles the mind to even understand it... Men and women alike want to find "love" They search through single lines and date sights to find the right man... Don't search for "love" search for a friend first then allow things to fall into place when the time is right. Some people like to be held, where some don't you have to find the medium... but searching for "Love" will only bring you one thing HEART ACHE!! Mainly because you will be building that love on sand, where you build a friendship on Rock!!
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Posted by Amanslife
on 2008-07-29 22:01:34
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