So, I'm beginning to notice, as my online search for friends/ boyfriend continues, that men have the oddest screen names. They just do. Like, "Slick_Anthony" or some ridiculous sexual innuendo that I'm not even going to mention here. I just thought it funny.

Also as my search continues, I think I may have found someone who may turn out to be special. We'll call him Evan. He's very nice, incredibly smart, funny, in an odd way, and I just kinda feel like he gets me and I get him. So, if nothing else I really do think we will be friends. But as we continue to talk, the more I find myself wanting to kiss him. This is a problem, however, because he lives in Cincinnati. 3 hours away. Boo. Not an entire nation, but still a minor inconvenience. So we're sticking with phone and AIM for now. He's just so dark, but not in a "I want to kill you way", more of a winter and quiet and dead leaves are my favorite things kind of way. He's very soulful. He makes me think, and I like that. Another thing is that he's not Christian. I am. It doesn't really bother me, except that I'm afraid it might get in the way somehow. I mean, I don't goto church very often at all, and I am against organized religion as a general entity, because it only seems to hinder the actual relationship with God, but he thinks that the story of Christ is just a fictional peice of work. I  don't. I used to so I can see where he's coming from, but now, I do believe, whole heartedly in God and Christ. He also used to be on drugs, not like any really bad ones I don't think, but he did. This worries me b/c what if he goes back to that? I mean, I've smoked weed before, I think a lot of people have, but he's done harder stuff too. I just don't want to be in love with a "junkie". However, I do think I'm jumping ahead of myself as I always do, analyzing everything to death. 
My sorority sisters a I are planning a "camping" trip if you will. We'll be in a log cabin with a hot tub and beds, but we're calling it camping. I can't wait, we always have the best times together, and it's been so long since I've seen some of them. However, I do wish it were a getaway with a lover, that would be so much more exhillerating. Oh well.
I saw Breaking Benjamin, Three Days Grace, and Seether in concert this past weekend, it was amazing. I had like 5 orgasms while Breaking Ben was on, I love them so much! Sigh....Ok that's all for today.