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I lost a best friend last year, and theres not a day goes by when i don't think about him. My boyfriend introduced me to him last may. Ive known my boyfriend Ray for 6 yrs and over the years ive met kyle here and there. But last year we started hanging out everyday so it was the 3 of us all the time day and night. We had some good times together. Ray and Kyle were insepreble, where ever one was the other want far behind. When ray had things to do or somethin it would be me an kyle just kickin it. Every morning at like 9am, kyle would come in our room and just talking about a dream he had, or who he talked to last night. That would wake me up but ray would just go back to sleep. So kyle and me would eat cereal and watch tv together. we were all so close and i thought we would be like Chandler and Monica from friends and thier Joey would be our kyle.

i blame myself for his death. When i look back on that day there could of been something i could of done. Me and Ray talked about the whole thing maybe one time, but even then didn't really say much. When kyle died a piece of ray died to. you could see it in his eyes. I have dreams about kyle that seem so real like he's actually talking me, trying to tell me somethin. That probably sounds weird to some people. but im okay with it. The night before his funeral which happened to be on his 19th birthday, I had a dream that kyle was takling to me saying that everything was going to be okay and we were all gonna get through this.

How do you get thorough somethin like this ?

Posted by simplething07 on 2008-05-28 12:23:21 | Rating:

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		time heals all wounds. at least I hope so. If I lost my best friend I would be in such a mess, I couldn't function. I am sorry for your loss... the loss of a true friend is always a terribly sad thing.
Posted by Blythe on 2008-05-29 00:07:59