I know that everyone says that dreams are important and that to have a dream is to have a life.Well (a)I have to may dreams and(b) I still don't have a life,at least not one that I'm all that proud of.Dreams are just another way for you to get crushed,just another reason to seal up your heart and not let anyone near.Dreams just another way of saying heartbreak.Sorry if I'm crushing any of YOUR dreams or hopes but just thought I should get these feelings out before I start to do bad things again.I want to believe in dreams I really do it's just I don't really have a reason to.Every dream that i have ever had has been crushed and my family is still working on crushing my current ones.I know I know I probably sound like a grouch like someone who just needs a little nurturing' well just to let you know I'm already being suffucating with nurture.My parents are so protective I feel like I'm gonna just explode in seconds when I try to walk out the door,I feel like there is a bomb at home every time school lets out.When I get home and 'try' to do my homework guess what I get,just a big mouth full of things I need to do or things that need to be done that they hint that I should do.I know I'm probably wasting your time but just thought you might want to know.Don't know when I'll write next seeing as I hardly ever have time to.But see ya soon I guess.

Until next time

Aurora