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I love swimming. Reason being, i never had the mood to sit down and think through things, swimming kinda makes me thinks because i swim alone. Because my mind is so at peace during swimming, so i think through lots of things. Issues on work, issues in life. Whatever i can think of.

I am more of an follower in life. I seldom make decisions. Instead, i follow others. The only decision i make, is to choose to believe and follow people's decision. I think it makes things easier. But more baised in decision making. Because i tend to see who's making the decision rather than what the decision is. I am lazy to decide things. By saying things, i meant small things which doesn't make much impact. Perhaps like... where to go? What movies to watch kinda things. When it comes to big issues, meanign those which will be of great impact, i decide myself. I can be so complex and conversative sometimes, i weight pros and cons, and cause and effect. Its reali alot of brainwork done. Like, is there any other alternative? If i choose to do this, then what happens. Then if i choose not to do it, what will happen. Compare with what majority will choose.

Today, i decided to decide things myself. As in, be more decisive no matter big or small issues. I have to choose my own path rather than follow someone or some principles. Life is a gamble. I wana be in this game. Win, lose or draw, i choose it myself and i be responsible for it. Fair Enough?