well i just noticed that my blogs have been veiwed a coouple of times by others i got so exited and for the record i never knew coming into this that others could veiw my writing i am not mad by far i love it i am just glad now that i changed the names i thought that only my "friends" could veiw them but i dont have friends ( on here not being malaconly ) but who is to determinn friends i have had a number of "best friends" who turned out to be the worst so i say strangers can be better....so here goes latly i have been morphing into a buterfly anyone who knows me through my JOURNALS will know that this is not phyco lol i wrote that i felt like a cattipiller slow and always eating and then crling up to sleep for days the thought that a catipiller changes never occured to me until it was broight to my attention...so drew a piture of a buterfly with proudly spread beautiful wings i put spots on the wings (4) and each had a word: smile, talents, abilities, and beauty.......these were things i was  afraid to show off....at the time.......now i am morphing i hope to show off all these things.
today i went to a tatoo parler with a girlfriend *Misha and decided to get another tat this time a  monarch on my foot it will rep*



nges i am experiencing i want to get it made just for me and hope to  up with something unique....so a rtainy day can sometimes turn out to be the brightest to anyone out ere going through a brake up i feel ya  and i am past the denial phace and through the i think if he could change things could be fine we now know that people dont change their attitudes do and his habbits are die hard i have to tell you that i was resently in the i want to tear a hole in you face and scratch your lil car with my big key but i am also smart so i quickly i went into one of the last stages ( i hope ) and on the rebound this all of you know is the funnest and fastest way to get over someone..... i have been celebet for like 3 years and waiting for him then one day woke up and relized that he never plans to marry me that he is either an a sexual or an emo i think he is the later since he obviously loves head but thats a whole different blog i am happy i am spreading my wings and i am going to fly again

Sincerly yours
silentscreamer



******represent the changes ok this got a lil screwed up but i would like to end with saying that compuetr
.s r not my friend today and watch this if you dont know what an emo is i didnt either lol till i met him!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RHTAT_UPm18