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ok i have calmed down i have had a hard stiff drink i wish i could say dink lol no but it has been a while and i have a chance to go out for a date with this guy *Red but i met up with him for like an hour and he was all over me and kept trying to kisss me this guy is mamith to its not that i didnt want to be kissed i just felt uncomfertable in my house that i lived in with heartbraker the bed may be cold but my hands are still warm from his touch i am not to happy with the choice of men my freind mika picked for me you think shed have beter sence and if she thinks this guy is beter than heartbraker for me that heartbraker than shes crazy the guy has two kids with two different people and a big criminal recoord my ex has no kids no record and is hardly as jelous as this one acted in the short time he saw me when my friends pete called he got mad and when he thought dave called he was worse he even seemed upset when i was talking to my dad why do i want that and we havent even been on a daTE and truth fully i wanted only a date never any thought in my head that the guy ids go out with would fall head over heels for me and i feel like im not ready at all for that much attentoin i love my ex still i always will when i thoguht this was just a date i said i wasnt inlove with him anymore but thats a lie since he moved out weve been doing this together and loving every minute we get together anytime i c an argument coming i tell him ok well ill see you later lol and its been good having my freedom and now some guy red who doesnt even know me wants to claim this mountain and put a flag at the top well thatlll never happpen i dont know how she thought that hes my type shes just trying to keeep my mind of the ex i know and she doednt know how much time we really spend together she thinks the reason i am going out more and making new friends and trying to go back to schooll iis cause i dont seee him anymore but its not true its just cause i got off the pillls the docs had me on were killing me i was hermitized please someone how do i let the guy know i am not interested i keep telling myself not to feel bad but i cant help it he does seeem like a nice guy but i dont think its enough to be a nice guy when i dont know you only that you have two babies moma drama and a record bigger than me welll all i know is that i am pampering myself at the salon tommorow i deserve it baby
sincerly yours
a heart broken silentscreamer
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Treat yourself..if he's interested in you he'll want to get to know you...
I've written a book about dating:
I spent the day with a freak
www.1davidjordan.com
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Posted by DavidPhilipJordan
on 2007-10-30 13:32:28
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its funny you wrote that cause thats what i did i took myself to a salon and pampered myself for the day...
and you know what the ex paid lol hahahah i love it wanna read your bok still love silentscreamer
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Posted by silentscreamer
on 2007-11-15 18:52:53
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