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One - Intro
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Ok, my first entry.
I've tried keeping written diaries before, but I can't seem to keep them up, mainly because I have trouble reading my own handwriting at times. I get so frustrated with it, an online blog seems a good way to monitor my mood and thoughts.
So maybe a little about myself......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-09-07 11:54:35 |
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bipolar
depression
borderline
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Two - Life
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It's quite peaceful. There's no music playing. The only light is coming from the monitor, and from the few candles I've lit. The only sound, is that of me hitting the keys on the keyboard. It's almost melodic.
It feels as if I'm the only person in the world right now, but sometimes, I like to......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-09-07 13:01:51 |
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life
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Three - Poem
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I need something razor sharp,
Something shiny, something that hurts.
I feel nothing inside.
Im undone,
And going dry.
Im filled with sadness,
But I cant cry,
So you wont see the water from my eyes.
I need something to help me,
Something safe, that makes me happy.
I......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-09-07 21:54:11 |
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Comments: 3 | Tags:
poem
self harm
cutting
cutter
depression.
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Four - L and Me
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Finally spoke to L before, he says he hasn't been in touch because he's been too busy feeling sorry for himself. Quellle suprise!
Finally managed to convince him to go to a psychiatrist, and get the ball rolling with his gender reassignment. I feel sorry for him, I can't understand how......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-09-07 22:06:29 |
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relationships
transgender
bipolar
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Five - L the Bastard.
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He always does this... why?
We had a fantastic two days, really good, didn't really do much, just sat around and talked, but it was good, it was what we needed. And then last night, I was chatting to him on MSN, and he says:
"You
Don't
Trust
Me".......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-09-11 09:19:34 |
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Comments: 1 | Tags:
men
trust
bastard
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Six - On the flipside...
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Some guy (I can't say who, yet) has offered to write a book about my life. He's done some other books before, and I've not read them all, but the one's I have, were good.
I'm not sure if anybody would be interested in reading about my life, would you?
I don't know, I'll very briefly......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-09-11 09:41:50 |
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Comments: 3 | Tags:
Life
Suicide
Depression
Cutting.
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Seven - Tango
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I remember when I had my first psychiatrist appointment, he asked me what gave me the motivation to get out of bed in the morning. I said, ''my horse''.
I've had Tango since I was 11, she's my best friend, the only thing I love.
She's 25 now, and has developed arthiritis in her old......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-09-11 12:04:58 |
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death
animals
horse
depressed
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Eight - Poem.
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The sun used to shine on me,
There used to be a fluffily clouded sky,
I knew about something called happy,
I always knew just where I wanted to be,
That sun is gone,
Replaced by night.
Those clouds now carry low thunder,......Read More
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Posted on: 2007-09-14 21:27:42 |
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poem
happy
depressed
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