thunder rolling
rain falling down and down.
while the lighting drowns out
the sound and lights up the empty
halls I'm walking in.
the rain falls down hard, getting
steady with the beat of my broken
heart. that is slowly falling apart.
the hard day i had faced
had just faded away, as I
watch the rain,
taking my pain.
the black and white
is the only colors of my life,
while breaking on the inside.
the rain cool on my skin,
just keep telling myself that
i am going to win,
and those demons are not
going to get under my skin.
the feelings of self doubt,
feeling lost within a crowd.
feeling empty and alone.
i am a shallow ghost of a girl
trapped in this world.
the shy side of me, is
they way I am supposed to be,
but no one sees me,
thinking as if i am not there,
but really; why should I care.
if i am there or not.
the wind blows through my
hair, as the rain rushes down,
making me feel free,
putting me at ease,
at peace.
the thunder is rolling.
the rain is still falling,
the lighting still lighting
the empty hall I am
still walking through....
i am still walking through... only without you....