trapped inside the scared mind of a child,
wishing you stay for awhile and hold me,
the world got tired waiting on me,
and that was pretty clear to see,
that's they way they want life to be,
live their lives without me,
I cry as you walk out the front door, and just like
the world, you got i tried of me, and
now all I see is a cold, broken girl staring at me
in the broken mirror.
I try to hold back the tears, as memories come
back, everything we did over the years,
now glassy clear tears run down my face,
and I wish I could disappear without a trace,
I hold a hand grenade in my hand,
wishing I could end it all as I stand at the battlefield,
you and the world wait on the other side,
demons, and devils kill me on the inside,
while the world destroys me from the outside
and slowly, I begin to die, and then I let out
one last battle cry...
I had lost the fight, as day turns into night,
feelings that felt right, turn into fear
and fright, I thought I would be
able to handle just me against the cold world
but turns out I'm just another sad little girl
figuring her way out,
with a mind and a heart filled with doubt,
a soul that is trapped,
a body walking the earth forever,
wishing she could turn back,
and make everything right,
welcome to my life, I say... as
I manage to get through another
heart breaking day..
I run to hide away,
conceal my hidden secrets that you
always tried so hard to figure out,
yet my mind is still filled with doubt I
can no longer deny,
as I cry on my knees, wishing
you come back to me, and we be together.
together forever, thats what you once said.
and now you and the rest of the world say
that I'm better off dead.
I hold this loaded gun at my head,
granting yours and the world's final
wish, for me to dead.
Now I am nothing more than a ghost,
damned to walk this earth forever,
so now, it is once again me
against the world.. only there isn't
a you and me.... its only... me.
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