just a couple more days and ill bein PA.  i cant wait!  theres always that part of me thats gonna be scared that shes changed her mind or something because of the distance thing.  id understand if she did but god i hope she doesnt.  if i lost her again id die.  a little dramatic?  maybe but i dont know how id handle it again.  but enough worrying. 

anyway i broke down and bought a notebook so i can have a physical journal to keep with me.  god knows how many of those i have in my moms garage, but it just seemed like it was time to start a new one.  new year, new thoughts and feelings to keep track of.

anyway i hope yall have a great week.  ill be back thursday to tell yall about my trip.