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its finally summer! i really needed this break to get away from "heartbreaker".
i was (at least i thought i was) finally over him and hardly even thought about him anymore. but just yesterday i guess he has been texting one of my bffs and he told her he likes her. she doesnt know i stil like him...so i cant blame her...but either way friends aren't supposed to date their friends's exes until they are for sure they are over them...and i for sure am not over heartbreaker.
so hopefully over these next two months i can finally get the closure i have been needing to get because i wont have to see him all summer. so im really glad :)
it just pains me because i see all these people around me and they are happily with someone they love.
and i think that it is the most embarressing thing that i am 15 years old and i still havent kissed a guy yet. i know right!? but its not that im nerdy (im seriously not) im tall, blonde, blue eyed, thin, etc...but i have gone to a small private school all my life and have practically grown up with all the guys i go to school with...and to say it in the kindest way they are all (with the exception of about 4) probably some of the nerdiest, ugliest guys u will ever meet in your life. so yeah. hopefully i meet someone over the summer :) maybe at the pool! haha. who knows...we'll see.
i'll keep ya posted on my summer of closure 2008 ; )
you kno you love me
xoxo
shoppinhoney
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Posted by shoppin_honey on 2008-05-22 22:37:38 | Rating: | Views: 64
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awwwwww honey this blog reminded me of myself at 15! so much! actually and me at 17 too lol....
The not having kissed anyone thing, made me soooooo embarrased because you feel like ur the only person who is that old and hasnt kissed someone and that its never going to happen and ur a big loser... but ur not and someday u will kiss someone (i was just about to turn 16 when i had my first kiss!).
Im not sure wat heartbreaker did to u... if u were together or friends or what? but i no how it feels when someone who u had feelings for like that turns around and tells a good friend they like them... Happened to me when i was 16 almost 17, this guy who i really liked and was almost dating suddenly turned around and told my good friend he liked her and she liked him and they ended up dating on and off for about 2 years... it hurt and then another guy who i basically was dating slept with one of my longest closet friends and i was devestated and broken... but eventually you pick yourself up, you dust yourself off and you move on!
good luck with your summer... enjoy it!
xx
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Posted by rinniez
on 2008-05-22 22:56:36
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i know exactly what your dealing with. One of my so-called bffs started dating my ex-bf 2
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Posted by RubesLee
on 2008-05-25 13:08:57
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thank you both of u your comments are very kind :)
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Posted by shoppin_honey
on 2008-06-03 12:54:37
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